Sunday, July 21, 2013

Integrity

" I trust my ability to know what is true for me "

After meditating in our prayer circle, praying to Jesus, Mother Mary and asking the angels for guidance, I went to my "Mother Mary Queen of Angels" Oracle Card Deck, and pulled a card for this upcoming week.  The card was "Integrity" card.  Now I have in the past posted the "Integrity" card, with the situation of the ( Bolder in my path ). Good news, I finally removed that bolder from the rosary path and now it sits of to the side in resignation to my Integrity ! 

So, while meditating to Mother Mary and  picking the card "Integrity" I asked mother Mary what is the meaning of this card and this is what she showed me:  Being a parent nowadays is very challenging with many opinions and directions that are thrown at you.  It is very important to maintain your course. The course that is true to your heart and soul. By maintaining your "gut feelings" about what is right for you and your  family and staying on course no matter what other people's opinions are is very important !. Always listen to what  your soul is saying. No matter how it looks at that time or what the general trend is at that moment, always go where your soul is leading you to or telling what you should  do.

I will give an example of "integrity" and what I didn't do despite my soul yelling at me.  Yesterday while checking out at the local supermarket, in front of me, a father, and his young daughter, were having a hard time deciding what they can afford to  buy and what food items they should return back. Immediately I said "yep my luck always in the wrong line". As I was starting to pull back out of the line I heard a quite voice say  "stay here and watch". As the Father and daughter begin sorting out what groceries they can and cannot buy, I immediately became humbled realizing what " I take for granted is somebody else's dream." Now in the past I have "covered" to pay for others peoples items when they came up short a few dollars and such. My "soul" was screaming to help them out ! Among the several items the cashier took away and put them in the return bin was   a little pink birthday cake, candles and candy sprinkles. For some reason I hesitated in saying anything and just ignored the situation.  Later on, I tried to justify my silence by not wanting to embarrass the father in front of his young daughter, etc.. 

I did not have integrity to myself or what my "gut feelings" were that day. My wife and I drove home, almost turning back several times fighting my common sense verses the right thing to do.

Integrity is doing what your soul feels is right !  Integrity to yourself !    Do not second guess your inner guidance, you will not have any regrets!

In this up coming week, be true to yourself, do what is right for you and what will be healthy for your soul. Have integrity for yourself, step up to the plate, and buy that birthday cake for that child!  Trust me your soul will sing !      

Be well and do God's work !

Edward

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